Monday, November 26, 2007

Emptying the crevices

It is really a first in my living, that the ranging and unlimited volumes of inner space have become measured by me as lessened.

There has never been a time or section of my rolling days that found a void or seemed bound by a limiting lack of energy.

Yet in the recent months there has been sapping of the FLOW that I declare proof of living. I muse. I ponder. I weigh my state of being.

Measured by any former stick of evaluation, I cannot solve the weakened state I experience. By moving this pawn piece in my daily passage or shifting that component of 'me', I find an incongruence, that is but an ill-fitting garment or a rhythmic pacing of foot that is out of synchronicity.

What shall be done? Where can I find the roadways to flow and flourishing? Do I need supplements in nutrients? Shall I steep my brain in rich readings? Should I stand in the solitude of nature's elements?

Again, one must pause and allow... time's expenditure [those minutes one can sense as one's own possession] and real observations - either of experiences or of simple sensing,they MAY BE the best healing and nurturing cure.

Giving myself advice and sharing the dilemmas and evaluations aloud via word lines, I will declare that this process is a worthy effort, and in stating such, I will grab renewed zest.

What more shall one desire, save more, a bettered more by one's own enrichment of living by shoving more thoughts and energies into the act of being?

So to the gusto, it just wanes a bit. Let me manifest a new ration to thrive.

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